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Current Music:3 Doors Down-When I'm Gone
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Time:07:12 pm
Current Mood:mellowmellow
Yeah so wow its been a long ass time since I posted something on this damned thing. Just trying to live life and all that. Nothing really special going on right now. My birthday is coming up on the 25th of this month. Going to be 20 years old. I can remember when I thought 20 was so old. Now I don't know anymore. I don't feel 20 and I sure as hell don't look like it. Well that all folks.
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Current Music:Panic! At The Disco - I Writs Sins Not Tragedies
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Subject:d ^^ b
Time:07:54 pm
Current Mood:happyhappy
Ok! I know its been a while sence my last entry, but hey I've been busy. So back off!! ^^ Only kidding. Now that I'm here I don't know what to say. How odd is that. ::thinks:: Well I've been working for the past 3 months now. WOOT!! GO ME!! Man I really don't have much else to say. The only other thing I can think of is that I have a boyfriend. He's pretty cool we've only been going out for about a month now so I'm still getting to know him and all that. My brother, his 3 kids and his girlfriend are going to come up for a weekend soon. I'm happy about that. I just wish I could go down to Pasadena to see my friends. Anyways that's all I can come up with right now. I might write again soon. Hugs and kisses go out to all.  Love, Panda ^^
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Current Music:George Strait - Desperately
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Time:07:38 pm
Current Mood:contentcontent
That call back that I got ended up with me getting a job. WOOT!!!! ^^b I've been there for a week now and I'm learning fast on how to do the different things they want me to do. Most of the people there are pretty cool. Oh and my managers are just so kick ass. They don't really act like typical managers which is really cool. Anyways. For the most part I'm doing well. That's all for now. I send my love to all. :: Hugs and Kisses::  Love,   Panda Girl  d^^b
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Current Music:H.I.M. - Wings Of A Butterfly
Current Location:My computer room. Duh!!
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Subject:Happy Happy Joy Joy
Time:06:59 pm
Current Mood:bouncybouncy

Today was a good day. I finally got a call back from one of the company I put in a application for. Monday morning at 9:30 (ugh!!) a.m. that is I go to an interview at a food place called Raising Cane's. Its a place that only serves chicken fingers and it came out of New Orleans. I really hope that I get that job. d^^b Any way other than that there really hasn't been much going on with me. That's all I have to say for today kids. ::smiles:: I send my love out to all.  :: Hugs and Kisses::    Love me.

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Time:09:59 pm
Current Mood:okayokay
I know I haven't said anything lately but that's because I really have nothing to say. I thought that I'd get on to let every one know that I'm ok and all that. As always I send my love to all.  :: Hugs and Kisses::                              Love,  Panda Girl
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Current Music:Matchbox Twenty - Unwell
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Subject:Very pissed off at life!!
Time:10:35 pm
Current Mood:pissed offpissed off
Today was not a good one. I was so looking forward to going to my brother's girlfriend's baby shower tomorrow. Now we aren't going cause of money issues. I am starting to get half a mind on taking what little money I have in the bank and just going back home. I had a life there and I had plans to do things. Apparently my plans and dreams weren't good enough to matter and it looks like they still aren't. I was starting to get happy on where my life was and might be going but oh no that didn't matter. My life doesn't matter now and I'm starting to question if it ever did. Maybe if I had some friends here it wouldn't be so hard to live in this damned place. I'm never any good at going out and making new friends. If I were a bit prettier or braver I could go make new friends but I'm not on both of those. I would just like to be happy and stay that way for once. Oh well! I don't just want to give up but I'm running out of time, enthusiasm, and ideas on what to do. That's all I have to say. I send my love out to one and all.  :: Hugs and Kisses::         Love, Panda Girl
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Current Music:MCR - Helena
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Time:08:14 pm
Current Mood:chipperchipper

Today I went over to my boyfriends house to find out why he wasn't answering when I called. He told me that he didn't want to talk to me and so I asked why. I ended up sitting down and talking to him for a while and now we are no longer together. At first I was sad and I cried but I think of it this way. He left something really good. He will never in a million years find another person like me. I'm ok and every things cool with me. So please don't tell me how sorry you are for me cause I'm not. My love goes out to one and all.  :: Hugs and Kisses::                                            Love,  Me!!!!

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Current Music:Matchbox Twenty - Unwell
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Time:02:21 pm
Current Mood:aggravatedaggravated

To Long 
To long have I gone with out you. 
To long have I not known the soft touch of your hand on mine.
to long have I gone with out the sweet smile of your lips.
To long have I gone with out  the look of pure happiness in your eyes.
I have traveled to the ends of space and time and have not found a love as grand as yours. 
To long has time passed and tto long will I go with out you no more.


Did I do something so teribly wrong in a past life or two that it brought me to this life. When ever I get even the least bit happy something happens to turn it into crap again. Today is mine and Adrain's 6 month anniversary. Not once in this time together did he tell me, "Happy anniversary baby". I get that his wife left him and he doesn't want to get hurt again, but I'm not her. I wish he would get that. I don't feel like I'm truly part of his life. I ask him to come over, I ask him if we can go do things on the weekends, and does he ever ask me. NO!!!! sometimes I don't even think that he really wants to be with me.






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Subject:Just things.
Time:07:10 pm
Today I got back from Pasadena. ( my home town ::smiles:: )  My grandfather passed away on the 15th and I went to the funeral on the 20th.  I'm really not sure on what to say.  I guess I'm just writing down things to let people, that read my journal, know I'm ok and still alive and all that junk. I send all my love to everyone and have a good day. :: Hugs and Kisses::     Love Me!!!!
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Current Music:Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
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Time:09:25 pm
Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||| 26%
Stability |||||||||| 40%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||| 43%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism |||| 16%
Narcissism |||| 16%
Adventurousness |||||| 23%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||||| 23%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Peter pan complex |||||| 30%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical fitness || 10%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50%

Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.


trait snapshot:
introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses self, negative, unadventurous, fearful, weird, focuses on people's hidden motives, paranoid, phobic, dependent, cautious, avoidant, semi intellectual
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